Boring
What a way to live. Little to no amusement, things that use to make you happy, don't do a whole lot. Why do we lose our excitement for life? One very plausible reason is we often put ourselves into situations which confine us, instead of creating circumstances to liberate our soul. People who hate number crunching will go to school to be a finance manager to get a 'secure' job, instead of pursuing a career they are fanatical about. We all fall into ruts, those are different. I am talking about living life in a stagnate pond, green mildew and all. If you feel depressed or dreary, tired of living the day-to-day grind, you are probably not enjoying the good life. I think we are all literally created for special projects while we are alive on this Earth. God gives us a narrow window to get them started, checked off and built, a radically distinctive assignment or if you like, calling. When you are carrying out your destiny, life is amazing. Doors slam open, people appear-magic happens. Courage is a currency that will pay for your success -- Belief in yourself, when you feel pathetic, not sure, or unworthy. If it is your mission, you may not be great at it at first, but eventually you will become exceptional at it. You must pursue what you are naturally infatuated with, as well as intuitively geared for. If you are a little scared when acting, you are growing.
